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I’m Gonna Kick Tomorrow.

Hey Pal, fuck I’m sorry I have been gone so long. Mate! What a couple of months. I don’t even know where to start but what I do know is that, fingers crossed, it will end this week, maybe today even. I woke in tears again at 2am again today. It doesn’t happen as often but those vivid dreams man, when I have them all back and we are all happy and to have to wake back to my shitty life alone…. Man! What a fucken drag, seriously hard work to be calm in that state, so I am up and am going to clean the still and do some work on making medicine for that feeling. Oh, I know it only makes it worse avoiding it but, fuck, how is it any different from buying a sports car, dating younger chicks, getting as much money as you can or smoking pot all day, in bed, with a book? It’s all distraction and if mine was good enough for the “Jims, Mr Belushi, Hendrix, Morrison and Jones, well, it’s good enough for me.

Ok so in the last couple of months that young psychopath next door has increased his attacks on me to the point that I am getting some pretty good muscle tone having to lug my ganja around to hide them before the cops come to help me. I’ve seen more blue uniforms lately than I can remember… and I’ve seen A LOT! It’s one thing to get sucker punched from behind but then to have to do a mild cardio workout afterwards… dude! I asked if I can strike back and they said that if I do that I may be charged too so I just have to eat shit and call those cunts. I must admit some of them have been cool. The little fuck has been telling everyone he can that I am a snitch but “Snitching” is when someone has committed a crime and you tell on them. Reporting that a severely mentally ill neighbor keeps assaulting you? Nah, that’s something else. Entirely. Anyway, he should be gone in the next two days so the end is finally in sight. My beautiful garden is fucked. Overgrown and everything gone to seed because whenever I open my door to do anything he comes out and has a go! Its MENTAL!!! So… Yeah.

Hey I think I met a Girl! I need to have surgery and get my shit together, which will take a few months but I really like her. It has been a while since I felt this feeling. Honestly I didn’t think I ever would again. Oh hey speaking of “Never thought I would”, I am halfway down my Methadone reduction. It has been hard but, dude, I am so looking forward to being off. Finally. Another 6 months and I will be back to base level asshole, instead of hyper sedated asshole. It has done its job, time to travel and stuff without having to be chained to a chemist. Speaking of new things, I have finally found a new band to join. We are going to start rehearsing in the next few weeks. I got stuck on drums, again, but i am ok with that. I guess (Picture me sulking!). We are going to be called “Psycoda” so watch this space. I can always play other instruments on recordings.

Ok. I will write something longer in a few days but for now the act of just typing helped the tears dry up. Fuck I hate waking up from those dreams kind reader. They are so happy and real and to wake up alone and miserable… dude… Anyways I will say adios for now, please like, share and subscribe… (heh, always wanted to say that.)

xxx Mark Plaque

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